I found myself asking myself why I went to school today at all. I felt sick and didn't have any appetite for breakfast yet I forced myself to eat oats and cereal. I rushed myself out the door because of a Japanese speaking test and never thought about the fact that I felt really sick. I didn't want to trouble my mum and ask her if I could go to the doctor because my mum is very different to other mums. Whenever I say I'm sick, she would tell me that I am making a big deal out of everything. Maybe it's because she always says that that I think that being sick is not a big deal. Everything else is a bigger deal.

I took 5th period off and now I feel guilty. ):

My Japanese Speaking test was FAIL. WHY? Because I was sick and my mind was all scattered. I couldn't concentrate at all, my ears were blocked, nose was blocked, sore throat and I had a minor headache. T_T OH WELLS ):




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✎Written at 9:47 PM on 2010-06-20