Has any of you ever felt like you have no close friends?
Cause I have.
Lately I have been imagining things...maybe I am thinking too much. I feel like some of my closest friends...or at least I think they are close to me, don't like me.
It's really funny you know? I may regard them as my close friend...but it doesn't mean they regard me as their close friend...HA.
I sometimes think I myself is really annoying. I've been thinking about this since last year...at the start of year 12. It's why I don't really like asking people for favours because I believe that they will think I'm using them or I'm annoying them. I've been talking alot with a friend lately and telling the friend to drive me to places but really, I think the friend may think I'm annoying. I don't want to be annoying...I won't tell that friend to drive me. I feel like I owe that friend alot.
I should really make new friends...at least more friends. At least I can surround myself with more fake friendliness...I really want uni to start so I can immerse myself in studying and not think about all this stuff.
Sandy
✎Written at 3:04 AM on 2011-01-25